why this is my passion....

Hello everyone, 
Just got home from work and I am EXHAUSTED! But thought Id just put down a few of my thoughts :) 

My birthday is next week and as I get older, I feel I have finally realized what I want to do in life. I truly and sincerely would love to be a professional makeup artist. Its the first thing I wake up thinking about and the last thing I go to bed dreaming about. There's just something about being able to express your self on the outside to match your insides that makes it so inspirational. To be able to excentuate your good and down play the bad. It's almost like you can control at least one thing in your life. You cant always control everything around you. From work to school, to loved ones yada yada. But the one thing I can say that I have complete control of is my makeup every morning. And I suppose, that gives me a good feeling. 
To be able to give someone a gift of self confidence, is an amazing feeling. Because that is what makeup is about to me. Making you feel good about yourself and allowing others to see your real confidence shine through. Don't get me wrong. I don't think that makeup fixes everything but when you feel like you look good, you feel better about your self and that CAN radiant through all areas of your day, or life. So anyways, I just wanted to express to you why this is my passion and why it is that it is so important to me. 


On a lighter note because its my birthday next week I get to get my eyebrows waxed for free at the benefit brow bar! This excites me , because they are super over due to be done! LOL. random. I know. 
Take care xoxo, 
Joall